If it is just making your life miserable,
that is not something worth hanging on to.
I have not lived long enough to know everything about life.
But I do think I know what I am worth and what makes me happy.
There are times and places where you want to be yourself but it is just difficult.
No matter that is about a relationship or a job or a school or a situation that you are in.
I moved to Australia to get away from a situation where I was not treated well and unhappy.
Since I moved and back here, I have been doing my best to become happy and be in a healthy environment. Recently, the situation I am in has been pushed back to what it was like: negative and miserable. The other day I had an epiphany. "I do not deserve to be treated like this!"
One doctor of mine has taught me an idiom.
Khar Plaar Kaa
Kaar Ravaan Kaa
It means, when you try and push the donkey to do something they will not move but you just simply leave the donkey alone and go your own way.
When you are in a bad and sad situation where you are not happy and do not deserve it, do not hang on to it. Just do what you have to do and move on. That can be just doing what you have to do or removing yourself from that situation.
I hope the world will become a better place for everyone.
See you soon!
